When I
woke up, I was living someone else’s life. My face was the same, as was my
body, as was my voice, but the life that surrounded me was as unrecognizable as
that of a stranger’s. My parents would not speak as much as one word to each
other, my friends didn’t give me so much as a second glance, and I found myself
following a routine that I hadn’t created.
I went
to sleep that night with an aching heart. I was homesick, despite the fact that
I was in my own bed, surrounded by my own room in my own house. While these
things belonged to me, they weren’t really mine.
~~
When I
woke up, I was back in my own body. My parents had returned to their stoic
silence, and my group of friends had shifted back to the social circle I had
grown accustomed to over the years. But this was no longer my home.
The
different aspects of my life that were once familiar now caused me pain. I
missed the loving gestures and glances that I had seen between my parents while
I was away, and the strangers who had called me their friend. I missed her walls,
her bed, her room, her life.
She was
not me, but I so badly wanted to be her.
~~
Until later,
- Justyne
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